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Sunday, April 8, 2007
2:12 AM
Just got back from MOS (Ministry Of Sound). This is the first time i've been to a club other than DXO months ago. MOS is separate into 2 sections, one with techno songs and the others is hip-hop. The people there dressing is almost the same as dan sia~ Hip-hop de. Comparing DXO and MOS i prefer DXO because at least there got live band performing. MOS is for people who like to dance or like to anyhow shake their bodies here and there. Dance and Jamming? Of course i prefer jamming. Dancing is when u dance to the beat or to the music while Jamming at least you make your own music, more realistic. But i dunno how to play any guitar or drums =X
At first didn't wan to go de, but i see andrew go alone and no one accompanying him that why i accompany him go. In the end, those not mention came too. Should have follow Ah pek after dinner go home better. Just feel so piss when always there is a change in plan of doing something. Inside the MOS, the music there they played is LOUD! But dunno why either i'm too tired or as usual feel left out for some reason i feel quite sleepy inside. Alex and Nat also say i going to fall asleep le. Quite Amusing someone can fall asleep inside the club. In the end, me alone emo went to the techno section and the next thing i know i could not return to alex they all there, or i should say i dunno how to go back so i went out first HOPING to meet them as they said they would go off at 12.30. so i went to watch soccer first, they were showing the starting line-up for Manchester United and Portsmouth. When the match started it was 10min before 12.30.
While watching till the first goal score which is 30min during the first half. I look at the time, it was 12.50. Nvm it seemed they are having fun without me as usual anyway. Because with me around they won't be any fun at all as i always spoil the fun or the atmosphere. So i waited until the first half over, half time interval over, and the start of second half before seeing them appear before me. Thought can go home, then need to search for toilet, i thought inside have de. Wasted so much time, should have left early so that i could watch soccer at the comfort at my hse rather than standing and waiting for them. Hai nvm i'm used to waiting for people liao.
Finally can reach home and sleep. Tml still have to wake up at 8am and i'm still here typing this post. Anyway school reopening soon, hope my new classmates have similar interests as me.
Maybe with me around often the atmosphere is always heavy and i'm always the one there to spoil everything. Nth goes right with me around when i'm with my friends. Maybe this is already a big hint from my friend to me. With them for so long, not all of them understand what i really are or what i need actually, when i'm alone quiet at one corner, how many of my friends come to talk to me? i can use one hand to count the number. And if they are not around, when my friends see me alone quiet, they would just leave me one side and they go happily chatting their own conversation. I may be someone who can irritated and piss with the slightest change in things. My friends should realise this by now. If not, there is nothing much i can say. There is nothing wrong with me and i won't be affected by this kind of things. Anyway I'm a lonewolf and i'm USED to being alone.
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