看过去 现已没法改变的

一双手 怎去作修补

无对与错 但有因与果

冲不开 心里那心魔

#若这生 得失不稀罕

只想不再躲 空虚侵占我

下半生 剩下我孤影

永没尽头 再没自由 要继续承受

*笑望长空

逆转一生天数

难敌你是你

来负我是我的道

笑望人生路 爱恨最深

以道灭道 日后谁被操纵

看破了 没有绝对的结果

吹不熄 恩怨的灯火

看你与我对生与死

分不清 欢笑与悲哀

This is the lyrics of my song in my blog. It is sing by one of my favourite band in Hong Kong, Beyond. It's a very old band and they sing goodz songs. But sadly the band main singer and writer died because of some incident which make the band fall into the darkest period. Although they seldom come out album and got less songs coming out but they still sing and produce goodz songs~ But they have been disband liao T_T luckily i've been to their last concert.

This song actually got quite a lot of meaning de. I feel this songs can express some of my feeling although it is different from true meaning for the song. For the benefit of renzo, i explain some =X joking nia~ actually quite hard to explain it anyway, maybe it's mean someone who has some bad deeds done before and he could not turn back anymore. Just like me sia~ i've done so many bad deeds sia~ For example, go toilet forgot to flush la~ Nv drink much water nv eat fruits haha =X Mostly importantly, i always cause my friends mood to be tarnish by me. Maybe i really misunderstand my friends ytd. I apologise for ytd behavior and my post. Sometime i think i do have split personalities. Oh ya and i forgot to wish Ivan happy birthday too. Happy birthday Ivan!

Thanks Audrey for cheering me up everytime i'm feeling down. At least i know if there is no one willing to listen to me, i still got one more friend willing to listen to all my sorrow. Thanks Audrey once again. Happen to saw your nick! Wish to be his princess like you used to be. Hope you really can be his princess too. Although i know who is that person but i hope that person would know it's him anyway. I'm sure he also reading my blog unless he's skipping it. Anyway i would pray for you and him would become a couple one day. Hope he would be able to get your msg some day =D hehe.